The writing format - like a rock band documentary - is pretty fun to read. I like reading dialogue, it's a great medium to catch people's quirks, the words they use. But honestly TJR's characters all sort of speak the same, and even use the same figures of speech/phrases. It's bland when you notice. And at some point one of TJR's passages goes like this:

Like, dude, what? I get that there's only a finite number of words you can use to surround dialogue, but she really could've framed the dialogue literally any other way than choosing Method A over and over and over and over again. And you can't tell me that's how people verbally tell stories, because - duh, you know what humans sound like.

Daisy Jones was fairly well rounded. I don't like her, but Taylor Jenkins Reid, the author, did a pretty good job in making a complex woman. It's not like she's too much of a mary sue, many of the characters bristle at her/dislike her for actual good reasons.

Why is Camila's only characterization "forgiving wife"? Yeah she had that thing with Gary but uh... meh.

I loved how TJR wrote the glitz and glamour of the time though, it was gritty enough for you to enjoy both the romantic part of it as well as the shitty. The cast was colorful and the narration was illustrative. I liked it! The author's talent shows in the functionality of her writing; eventually, though, it falls flat.

Overall the first half was far more enjoyable for me than the second. Felt like we were going somewhere, building to something real dramatic. I mean don't get me wrong I was glad that Billy "stayed" with Camila but it felt almost unsatisfying. I don't want the other ending, the author just didn't deliver it as well as they could've.

I'm totally, utterly excited. I just feel like this year's gonna go better than all my other years. It's in the middle of the calendar year right now, but I actually feel like "new (academic) year, new me!" I just feel like I'm actually changing for once, and for the better. I feel like I can do things!

I'm trying to capture adulthood as if I lived in the 2000s. Yeah, cringe and hipster, but there was a certain je ne sais quoi to that 2000s/2010s aesthetic. Recently, I've become a little obsessed with accessing the internet as it was in my childhood. Such a magnificent time to be a kid. So troubling and yet so perfect. Is it odd that I wouldn't mind living in a Life is Strange-esque world? Even so, I wouldn't want to be that age again. I feel perfectly me in my 22-year-old skin.

Here's a life update: I've got night classes (6pm-9pm) 4 days out of the week, every week, for my entire term. At first I was a little iffy about this — pissy, too! But now that I think about it, I get to have the waking hours for my free time, and fully capitalize on being free while the day's alive. And then, night rolls around, I'll retire to the classroom. Today's my first day on this schedule, and it's currently morning, so I'll have to see. Here's to hoping.

Here's my soundtrack for the days to come, and for my train ride on the way to campus later, back to my dorm. Hey, play the music — it'll keep playing even if you click on my other tabs (Log, Krisipedia, etc.)

By the way, big life update: I'm on a new medicine. I don't know if it's just placebo, but it sure does feel like it's changing my life.

Clarice Starling has got to be THE best Final Girl (change my mind)!

The matter of her being a woman is pivotal to the story, and yet never cliche. She's scrappy "white trash" and that makes her journey in the FBI all the more compelling. Men leer, they tower over her, and her reaction is akin to that of most women’s: to bite her tongue and act like nothing’s happening; even though, the disrespect is palpable. The only time she ever mentions it is during the drive back from West Virginia, to her boss, whom she at least has a good rapport. And the way she talks about it isn’t dramatic; she just tells him a fact:

Her assignment to speak with Lecter is even based on her being a woman — perhaps she’ll stir something in the man, what with him not having seen one for years.

I can’t speak on Hannibal’s thought process. Hell, even the author, Thomas Harris, narrates him like a mere witness. Which makes sense, given his previous career as a journalist. It’s fascinating, really, because in (rare) interviews, he describes it more as a “passive process,” wherein the scenes just play out. He doesn’t make anything up. It happens, unfolds in front of him.

And it’s quite beautiful, how protective Harris is of Starling. I notice that there are often female characters in his novels that you can’t help but feel protective of, and the rest of the characters seem to agree. In Red Dragon (2002), Reba inherently does need help. She’s blind. But again, she’s capable, and can hold her own even in the final act when Dolarhyde abandons her in the most horrifying situation possible. Hannibal even had a sister, whose gruesome end began his penchant for cannibalism.

In Silence of the Lambs, it is of course, our darling Clarice.

She is not a strong female character. She is a strong character, period. I love her. Hannibal would not have been nearly as fascinating without her to have a back-and-forth with. What makes her more endearing is her sheer sincerity: she never lies to Lecter, but she can go toe-to-toe with him — certainly, she is not nearly as refined as him, but her tenacity and hard-earned skills from F.B.I. training make her formidable.

I’m not quite sure where I’d read it, but one of the most compelling theories I saw as to why Hannibal was so captivated by her was because she let him practice his profession. The hurdle of being incarcerated does make it hard to do any sort of psychiatry. I digress. She answered his questions but she shot her own right back; she made her own guesses, poked and prodded just as he would; pressed no matter how unnerving the man was.

I guess, in a sense, I aspire to be like her. Scrappy with a little taste, smart in the way it matters. I love you, Clarice Starling!

Happy Halloween , interwebs!

I'm (unfortunately?) a huge homebody and don't want to go to any parties. I'm past my freshman year - no more dirtbag nights out lol. I might recount some stories on here sometime!

But I freaking love Halloween... the dressing up! An excuse for everyone to just put on their weirdest, silliest, scariest garb! I'd like to enumerate some of my costumes, past and dream.

• Sims character

  My sister and I wore matching Sims costumes here, we basically had the same outfit on BUT had differently colored plumbobs (that's the diamond thing on top of Sims' heads) and whoever was wearing the orange plumbob at the time had to act cranky LOL. We made the plumbob headbands ourselves! I wish I had a pic; I mean, I know I do but it's too far deep in the asscrack of my gallery app.

• Max from the Goofy Movie

  I wore this to a Halloween party in my sophomore year! I had the black long sleeves, super baggy red tee, baggy pants, backwards red cap, and of course my nose was painted black! I straightened my hair a bit so it'd look like Max's ears, too. lol. Honestly such a chic costume!!! It got hot toward the end of the night and I had to take off the baggy tee so I was just serving random first-stage anthrophomorpization (furry moding) instead of Goofy Movie Max.

• Paddington Bear

  OMFG. Paddington is seriously my favourite little guy in the WORLD (next to my dog Peanut). I wanted to dress as him this year but the costume would be wayyy too hot. Coat, hat, yeah I couldn't handle that in my area's climate. BUT OMFG I LOVE PADDINGTON SOOO MUCH it would be my dream to dress up as him. Such a cute little guy.

  Odd realization: I'd have to paint my nose black for this one too. Not sure if I like where my costume preferences are going... /j

I know it's totally lame I don't have any pics up but if I get the time, I'll post them on a diff tab here! For your viewing pleasure lol. I hope other people post some Halloween stuff on their websites too! :)

Tonight, my Halloween plans are probably just watching some movies - hopefully with my sis and mom!!!

Hi! As you can see I've got some old web ads here, including my own on the bottom!. I love them! But I'd like to have Nice ads... ones that lead to my fellow neocities users! So anybody who comes across this...

Come advertise on my website!

It can be a square or banner, just not a skyscraper type.

there are NO requirements by the way! this is just for fun. I mean, definitely email me with: an image (no style requirement!) and link me back to your site. But that's pretty much it!

Edit:I've discovered BannerLink!!!still though, I want square ads for the right side so still feel free to send some!!! :D

Hello! Welcome to version 2.0 of my website! Formerly known as killkris, I thought that name was a bit too edgy so I've renamed the place to EVERYTHINGKRIS!

I hope you enjoy your stay. I'll treat this homepage as a newspaper, and the other tabs up there will lead you to all the stuff that I find fun and awesome and epic.

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